A good day

Today was not a good day... It was a fantastic day. We're at Seneca Lake this week, and my girl Kristin (FB) came down and spent the day with us. We were out floating on the raft with drinks a lot, sunbathing, chatting with family, and went to Fox Run for a bit. 

FB and I always pick right up where we left off. There's no expectation or judgement. There's just an embrace, a genuine "I'm so glad to see you!" And off we go. Like we never were apart. The best part is I love who I am when I am with her. We have both done so much work in the last few years to become who we want to be. She reminds me that I am capable of being the person I want to be, regardless of the distractions and circumstances around me. 

I spent a lot of time in prayer on the dock tonight and just feel good about where I plan on going- being more in balance and less right wing and strict because then I tend to get upset and off kilter. I am not sure Jeff is the guy for me but that's ok with me. It's trying to get Jeff to understand and accept this that seems to be a real challenge. 

Now, how to be less irritated by my mom? I seem to be constantly on edge with her lately. Hmmm....